I need someone to 

pour off my heart

Someone to displace 

the gush of love into

There is none for me

But a mind of debris

I nor feel god

Or i woke up now

Neither i have humans

I have lost my senses

There’s fizz in my brain

But It isn’t anger

I am tough but won’t  

bear it longer

Bursted Expectations  

aren’t the one,

May be loneliness  

has already done.

‎ افماي

Rejected Pauper

Prettiest lips pink any would have ever seen

With a Beauty spot naughty around, the chin

Smiles the deadliest weapon Of her part

Many have died with arrows through their heart

Sometimes i desire to feel your face on my finger tips

Your arrogance and my limits kills my desires to bits

Mushy lashes on the big brown Shy eyes

Creates a unique phenomena of Fire on ice

Shiny white straight her round tipped Nose

An Added beauty to her highness overall course

I am the pauper lifting her Palanquin through the roads

Those are only stories were the Princesses kiss the toads.




You held me all throughout your breath

In my rough and good till the death

When, I was fragile you gave me strength

My joy and glory were your prayers length

Even in the worst of your instance

You gave me your finest assistance

Unyielded yourself and gave me anchor

And obeyed me ever like a fidel bower

Slumbering breaths of you in my arms

Eloping away your heart in my palms

You woke up with me in the days of  bright

Cried my pains till your visions light

I will never demise your memories away

Even though death drifted our souls stray.




Long Lost!

Growing days of high frustations                            

No pain i have nor expectations

With lost hopes i see a life

Neither tastes nor some spice

World is on an end these days

With daily chaos of all disgrace

I feel to tear my chest apart 

And wash clear my dusted heart

Missed were the days of joy

i was young and life was a toy

Time has his own beliefs

But very well he decieves

Hatred and hopes always entwined

Breath culminates but life’s fine.


Tug Of War.


I desired to love you forever
With complete strength and ardor
I can’t live with you any longer
My pain speaks when I wander
I wish to hate you like never
With all the pains and pressure
I miss your cries and absence
I crush your smiles and moments
My tears spell me in the dark
Your sultry eyes creates a mark
I fell again in your treachery
And drop the pains you fed me
My abstracts for you are frozen
You are one for me, my chosen.

افماي                          Continue reading “Tug Of War.”

The Wait.

The route of love is  

harsh and tough,

Straight as pony hair

but pretty rough.

Words of promise were 

fair from oneside,

Blunder and misery

from the other side.

Waited every moment  

for her, all the while.

From dawn to dusk

he lost his smile.

Killed his hunger with 

pains and scares,

Burried his thirst with 

aches and tears.

Appealed himself,should 

have loved her more,

So to change her soul

till the core.


Flavour of Love.

The silence prevailing in the

Deserts mist,

Entangled were the absracts

when lips kissed.

Coolest air passing through

our bodies,

Makes me recall a hundreds

of romance stories.

Under the diamond studded

black sheet,

The flavour of love can never

be less sweet.

Medley sparks of campfire

flew like fireflies,

Desires will be untamed till

the last sun dies.



Tu meri rahe na rahe

Tu haqq bas mera hi hai

Mere zehen me bas

Tere hi khwab hai

Teri ek jhalak ko

Meri ankhian betaab hai

Zindagi ke har mod pe

Bas teri hi yaad hai

Woh yaad mere saat hai

Har waqt mujhe khaas hai

Kahin teri chudion

Ki khankar hai

Kahin teri payalon

Ki chankar thi

Door kahin registan me

Pyaase ko paani ki aas hai

Tu hi meri pyaas hai

Tu hi mera saraab hai

Tanhaion ke andheron me

Chehre pe mere muskurahatein

Din ke woh ujaale the teri

Bemaujudgi ki ghabrahatein

Tere har zarre se mujhe pyaar hai

Mere dil me pal pal ek sailab hai.



I had this dream,
A dream of  you every night
Embracing your back in
my arms
And sniffing your aroma all night
Kissing your fingers and your palms.

I had this dream,
Of pressing myself to you tightly
Leaning my fingers on your lips
Motionless movements spent till
the light.
Resting on your hair quitely.

I had this dream,
Of watching your sculpture curiously in the dark.
Swaying finger tips on your face
And resting my head to you till sleep.

I had this dream,
You repeating all the course
Embracing my back and Carrasing me in the morning.
Making me smile on perceiving
my dream.




Messed hair touching her face,
To and Fro to her Nose.

Saw her beauty immensely a
hundred times all alone.

Pouty lips unadmired like
ever words could define.

Bound with spells were her
eyes constantly peeping me.

Desires brimming to my mind
to sway her hair from her lips.

So to explore more of her and
her every pinch.

Rosey cheeks like petals of
gladiolus,softest i ever seen.

Walked some miles,just to see
her,Trying to hide behind the wall.

Every effort of me turned futile
in the disguise of her facade.